Maybe an Update.

Saturday

1. suppose to go to Kendell's partay at 2.  well my cousin had a wedding shower and she came all teh way from Tennesee so my mom said i had to go.  she told me we'd be back by 4ish so I was like great I can still go to the party!.. well I didnt get back in town til 8.  and i was still dressed up so I wouldnt of gotten to Kendell's until 9ish. so i was like well geez this sucks.  so That is Why i didn't go to Kendell's.

Sunday

1. went to Great Lakes Crossing in the mornring.  got a dress. its really pretty.  i <3 it. =)  came home to do nothing.  sat on my ass.  not much goign on.  ankle was pretty sore don't ever go to great lakes with a sprained ankle.

Monday

1. woke up in the mornring with my ankle still sore and slightly swelled.  mom called the docotor and got me an appointment for Wednesday morning with an ortopedic surgeon.  allright i thought.. nothings wrong its just a sprain thats all hes gunna say.  pssshh..

Tuesday

1. i don't even remember what i did tuesday.  besides played capture the flag (i was the flag guarder so i wouldt hurt my ankle... yeah bullshit) i ended up hurting my ankle again so i quit and went back to my house across the street.  yeah it sucked.

Wednesday

1. i woke up at 8:00 to go to my doctor's appointment. we got all the way there and we forgot the other X-rays so my mother called my g-mother to bring them to us. and she did.  (<3 her )  well it turs out that i did more than a sprain. i torn some ligament.  almost an involvatory fracture but no quite.  so now i am suppose to go to therapy and not play any sports for 2-3 weeks.  but i can play after that so i was like yes maybe i can still play basketball.  have to wear 2 goofy braces but i guess it'd be okay.  not like ill play much anyway i don't think.  so we called coburn and left him a message but we never heard back from him.  so i wasnt sure if i should go to practice the next day becuase i didnt wanna just walk in i wanted to make sure it was allright if i still came becuase i didnt want to be an intruder.. i don't want people to be mad at me it really sucks becuase its not like i have much friends anyways becuase i like never leave my house becuase i never kow exactly whats going on where or when (uugghhh vent sorry.) but.. well lets go to Today/Thursday.

Today/Thursday

1. didnt go to practice today because i never heard from coburn and as i stated earlier i didnt want to just show up and have it not be okay.  so my dad went in to tell him what was going on and everything.  he said it would be okay for me to play but i would definatly "be behind"  well duh.  but now im sure peopel are goign to be super mad at me becuase i cant do anything for 2-3 weeks and so this is really going to suck
2. (i dont even know if this part of the entry will even make sense becuase im just gunna write what im thinking right now =\ * )  now i can play basketball but not for 2-3 weeks well i didnt go to anything this week becuase i didnt klnow what was going on and i cant go next week becuase im out of town with my family becuase my dad just got back from texas and i ahvenet seen him in 4 weeks plus.!  so i wont even be at practice. now people are gunna be even more pissed at me that im still playing yet i wont even be there what am i suppose to do im sorry i mean its not like i can do anything anyways... id just be sitting there and watching.  this summer seemd like all my friends kinda went djfodko0gkpsfgfmk wooooooo away.  yea it sucked o welll what can i do im not much of a go ahead planner person i just like to go with the flow if its sumthing i find cool and fun to do id make sure that there was a big possibility that i could do it. no lie.  the only person who actually called me and asked what i was doing almost like everyday was my boyfriend so yes of course i went and did stuff with him becuase he didnt want me to sit home.  yes of course i was gone almost like all summer becuase of camping im sorry that might be a reason why i didnt do much with you guys either but i couldnt help it. it was my family prolly the last time im gunna do that with them for a summer.  katie trep called me sometimes too and i did what i could but when i was already doing something then id get a call and it was like jdsifpjkmognoi wtf why now o well i guess i cant complain i do like hanging out with my boyfriend hes really sweet.  i just dont know what to say besides people are going to be pissed at me because of basketball and i dont want that to happen!  please understand what im in right now,  i cant do anything anyways so im sorry i wont be tehre this all really sucks and seriosulsly i dont know what to do i wanna play btu im hurt and i dont want people to be mad at me. i understand i prolly wont even play that much woopdeeshit.  i know that i missed first 3 weeks of practice.  wow.. im sorry to everyone who is gunna be pissed at me. jgklfsjhiosjfgpfshjisjg im done with the venting.

That was a long up-date and thanks to all you who read it.

and quite possibly comment? =)

Sorry half of it was all me venting about shit.